Deep shit

I’m just going to tell this straight. 

I am good with pushing people out of my life. When ego takes over, I just don’t give a damn. For now, I don’t mind meeting my old friends back, connecting. Connection is very important for me. But I can feel the distance building, I can feel that it’s just not the same, then that’s okay too. I am just a boring individual, you surely wouldn’t want to go out with me. I am at my lowest point, but I am building my life again, not looking back, and focusing on what’s ahead. So those who would want to join me onboard, welcome. Let’s be friends and chase our dreams. Those who won’t, let me escort you out. 

My success and my downs are up to me and only me. I thank those who have been a part of my life. Thank you for influencing me to be a better person. Thank you for leaving because now I learned so much more. I am totally a different person now. But I would always be myself with the ones I love. I have to stop proving myself to anyone. No point of having friends only when I succeed.  Until then, until I reach to be a successful person, and I will, the only person I will thank is myself. Thank you dear self for being strong and able to go through hardships. Thank you Julianna for surviving life. 


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